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omg... firz entry since dunno when le.. hmmm.. firstly.. exams' over.. good thing it may sound.. but.. tink gonna fail eng mech.. hard like sh*t can... gt 7 ques.. i ques 3-7 nv do.. zzzz.. but tink will pass e module overall ba.. cox of e first test,attendance and other things adding up together.. hmmm.. ok.. since exams over.. i shall not tok bout it anymore =) hmmm.. nuttin to do now.. tts why i blog !!! haha.. today so sian lo.. my ft stnd record for orc drop from 20-10 to 21-18.. bcox of fatal errors -_-" if not can get icon le.. haha.. hmm.. now hols.. but its kinda sian.. everyday at home playing FT.. getting fatter and fatter le =( tml goin out find jobs wif qs dey all.. hope can get one damn well-paid job !!! haha.. hope to earn like 1k over e hols,which is til end of october, if i'm not wrong.. haha.. ok tts abt it.. shall blog again when i'm free.. haha..
oh ya.. one more thing.. good luck for ur operation tml zh =)
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[28 Jun 2005|11:21pm] |
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I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
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[06 May 2005|09:52pm] |
[I really miss you
There`s something that I gotta say]
The things we did, the things we said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that`s good in me I owe to you
And all the distance that`s between us now may seem to be too far
But it will never separate us, deep inside I know you are
Never gone
Never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close
Everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we`ve got to say good-bye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone
I walk alone these empty streets
There`s not a second you`re not here with me
The love you gave
The grace you showed
It`ll always give me strength and be my cornerstone
Somehow you found a way to see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on I swear to you that you will be
Never gone
Never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close
Everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we`ve got to say good-bye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone from me
If there`s one thing I believe (I believe)
I will see you somewhere down the road again
Never gone
Never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close
Everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we`ve got to say good-bye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone
Never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close
Everyday
Every step along the way
Never gone
Never far
In my heart is where you are
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[06 May 2005|09:45pm] |
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Incomplete
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[24 Mar 2005|12:54pm] |
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Over -- Lindsay Lohan |
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I watch the walls around me crumble
But it's not like I won't build them up again
So here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts cause it will end
My tears are turning into time
I'm wasting trying to find
a reason for goodbye
I can't live with you
can't breathe without you
I dream about you
Honestly tell me that it's over
Cause if the world is spinning
and I'm still living,
it won't be right if we're not in it together
Tell me that it's over
and I'll be the first to go
don't want to be the last to know
I won't be the one to chase you
But at the same time you're
the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
and the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time
I'm wasting trying to find
a reason for goodbye
I can't live with you
can't breathe without you
I dream about you
Honestly tell me that it's over
Cause if the world is spinning
and I'm still living,
it won't be right if we're not in it together
Tell me that it's over
and I'll be the first to go
don't want to be the last to know
Over,over,over
My tears are turning into time
I'm wasting trying to find
a reason for goodbye
I can't live with you
can't breathe without you
I dream about you
Honestly tell me that it's over
Cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living,
it won't be right if we're not in it together
Tell me that it's over
Tell me that it's over
honestly tell me, honestly tell me
don't tell me that it's over, don't tell me that it's over
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true -- ryan cabrera |
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I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think
I don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weak
It's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You don't know
What you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
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true -- ryan cabrera |
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Tuesday...14th Dec... Kosmos vs BTC... lol.... have been waiting for dis match for very long... since e day i left BTC to join Kosmos... haha... no regrets bout e move... cox obviously Kosmos gt more 'future' than BTC... haha.. not say i wanna stab.... but den its a fact.... haha.. finally....after so long... den dey decided to play wif us... lol.... jux cant wait for e match....
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[05 Dec 2004|10:42pm] |
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Lately I'm not who I used to be
Someone's come and taken me
Where I don't wanna go
If I knew exactly what i have to do
In order to be there for you
When you are feeling low
And all the things we ever wanted
Were once yours and mine
Now, I know we can revive it
All the love we left
Everytime I kiss I feel your lips
and
Everytime I cry I see your smile and
Everytime I close my eyes I realise that
Everytime I hold your hands in mine
The sweetest thing my heart could ever
find
And I have never felt this way
Since the day I gave your love away
Save me, I've fallen from my
destiny
You and I were meant to be
I've thrown it all away
Now you're gone
It's time for me to carry on
But baby I just can't go on
Without you by my side
And all the things we ever wanted
Were once yours and mine
Now, I know we can revive it
All the love we left
Everytime I kiss I feel your lips
and
Everytime I cry I see your smile and
Everytime I close my eyes I realise that
Everytime I hold your hand in mine
The sweetest thing my heart could ever
find
And I have never felt this way
Since the day I gave your love away
We can survive it
All the pain we feel inside
You relied on me and now I've let you
down
Now, I promise you forever
I will be the best I can
Now, I know we can revive it
All the love we left
Everytime I kiss I feel your lips
and
Everytime I cry I see your smile and
Everytime I close my eyes I realise that
Everytime I hold your hand in mine
The sweetest thing my heart could ever
find
And I have never felt this way
Since the day I gave your love away
Everytime I kiss I feel your lips
and
Everytime I cry I see your smile and
Everytime I close my eyes I realise that
Everytime I hold your hand in mine
The sweetest thing my heart could ever
find
And I have never felt this way
Since the day I gave your love away
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wah kao..... damn damn damn long nv update le..... hahha.... hmmmm... exam coming to an end.... left onli a maths paper 2 and science MCQ... haha.... so song... hmmm.... damn tired today....haha....cox yday nv slp enuf... update another time ba.... haha.... oh ya... kosmos gt website..... lol..... i dun even noe siaz.... haha..... anyone interested can go take a look.... haha....
http://www.geocities.com/fckosmos/home.htm
haha...quite nice.... lol.... good luck for ur remaining papers everyone....
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[03 Oct 2004|04:35pm] |
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if your heart's not in it -- westlife |
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I'm missing you
Girl even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
The last thing that I wanna hear
But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got somethin' to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
Girl I'll make it easy for you
But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind (And there's nothing that I can do
To stop me losin' you)
I can't make you change your mind (If your heart's not in it)
But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
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private entry again.. haha.. dey are some things in e entry tt muz be kept confidential ahh... haha... eh so ppl on my friends list... see le dun tell ppl horx... thanks thanks... haha.. anyway.. prom coming soon... and tts bichu and qy birthday.. haha... hmmmm.. shall start to study after prom... wah... hope i can get 9 pts..lol~~~ abit abit de unrealistic la.. but can be achieved..haha... ok la... cant slack too much le... muz start preparing after prom le.. so near to o's liao.. hmmm.. take care guys~~
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wah..damn damn long nv update liao..cox gt prelims ahh..haha.. wah.. i'm gonna get so dead when e results come back.. cox my results will seriously be like shit.. haha... didn't realli study tt much oso... everything oso last min de.. except mayb for maths ba... hmmm... grad nite coming soon.. jux next friday lo... and its on qy and bichu's bday.. haha... hmmm... life's jux damn screwed up these few days... dunno why la... haiz.. hope my results wont be tt lousy ba.. haha..
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[17 Sep 2004|11:59pm] |
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I see forever when I look in your eyes
You're all I ever wanted
I always want you to be mine
Let's make a promise till the end of time
We'll always be together
And our love will never die
So here we are face to face
And heart to heart
I want you to know we will
Never be apart
Now I believe that wishes can come true
Cause I see my whole world
I see only you
When I look into your eyes
I can see how much I love you
And it makes me realize
When I look into your eyes
I see all my dreams come true
When I look into your eyes
I've looked for you all of my life
Now that I've found you
We will never say goodbye
I can't stop this feeling
There's nothing I can do
'Cause I see everything when I look at you
When I look into your eyes
I can see how much I love you
And it makes me realize
When I look into your eyes
I see all my dreams come true
When I look into your eyes
When I look into your eyes
I can see how much I love you
And it makes me realize
When I look into your eyes
We'll always be together
And our love will never die
When I look into your eyes
I see all my dreams come true
When I look into your eyes
When I look into your eyes.........
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Ever since i laid my eyes on you,
I had this feeling, so pure, so true...
The days went by, the feeling grew,
Then i know it was love for you...
As i sit here thinking in this tone,
I wondered you i haven't shown...
My true love instead of it's clone
Now i know why i'm all alone...
Every day and every night,
I wish, i dreamt that you'd be mine...
When i looked into your eyes,
I see my hope, my joy, my life...
I wanted you to know,
I want to be u to be my girl...
To love you,
And give you my entire world...
I want to make you happy,
Or be there when you're sad...
I want you to be
The one tt is meant for me...
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ok.. another private entry.. tink some things ish better not to let too many ppl noe.. haiz.. anyway.. prelims coming up.. good luck to everyone..
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Hold on little girl
Show me what he’s done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can’t be that bad
When it’s through, it’s through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to show you
I’m the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you’ll feel it too (feel it too)
Waited on a line of greens and blues (waited on a line)
Just to be the next to be with you
Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
Wake up; who cares about
Little boys that talk too much?
I’ve seen it all go down
The game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you
I’m the one who wants to be with you (I’m the one, yeah)
Deep inside I hope you’ll feel it too (feel it too)
Waited on a line of greens and blues (waited on a line)
Yeah, just to be the next to be with you
Why be alone when we can be together, baby?
You can make my life worthwile
I can make you start to smile
When it’s through, it’s through
Fate will twist the both of you
Come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to show you…
I’m the one who wants to be with you (I’m the one)
Deep inside I hope you’ll feel it too (feel it too)
Waited on a line of greens and blues (waited on a line)
Yeah, just to be the next to be with you
I’m the one who wants to be with you (I’m the one, love)
Deep inside I hope you’ll feel it too (deep inside, you’ll feel it too)
Waited on a line of greens and blues (waited on that line)
Yeah, just to be the next to be with you
Just to be the next to be with you
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[10 Sep 2004|01:40pm] |
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A true friend should :
(A)ccepts you as you are
(B)elieves in "you"
(C)alls you just to say "HI"
(D)oesn't give up on you
(E)nvisions the whole of you
(F)orgives your mistakes
(G)ives unconditionally
(H)elps you
(I)nvites you over
(J)ust "be" with you
(K)eeps you close at heart
(L)oves you for who you are
(M)akes a difference in your life
(N)ever Judges
(O)ffers support
(P)icks you up
(Q)uiets your fears
(R)aises your spirits
(S)ays nice things about you
(T)ells you the truth when you need to hear it
(U)nderstands you
(V)alues you
(W)alks beside you
(X)- plain things you don't understand
(Y)ells when you won't listen and
(Z)aps you back to reality
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[01 Sep 2004|09:26pm] |
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hmmm..today's a holiday..was an okay day..hmmm..woke up at ard 9++..den mi ong and nam decided to meet at kallang at 1130..hmm..but i reach ard 12 likedat..haha..hmm..den played arcade for a while den go eat..den ong started to tok bout alien and predator...haha..he's LAME!!! haha..den after tt went to play pool for a while..den dey come my hse..dl quite a few songs..cox nam wanna transfer to his mp3..haha..den after tt dey went home,seperately..haha..
hmmm..jux finished watching amazing race..haha..here r e results:
1)Colin&Christie
2)Chip&Kim
3)Bowling Mums
4)The Twins
5)Brandon&Nicole
hmmm..lucky dis is not an elimination round..if not brandon and nicole will be eliminated..haha..i support them and Colin&Christie..haha..
hmmm...yday went to walk along e river dere wif tay..haha..tok abt lots of stuff..abt our life..relationships..and our prelims and o's..haha..both of us made one mistake..but guess mine ish more unforgivable than his ba..anyway..to all those ppl who hav a crush on someone..e most impt thing is tt tt someone u like is happy..it realli doesn't matter whether u hav her or not..as long as tt someone ish happy..nuttin else matters :)
ok..shall go pack my bag now..tml goin back to SHCOOL again..haiz..so sian..and prelims ish getting nearer and nearer..english starts dis saturday lo..hmmm..shall study hard from tml onwards..haha..
*My Valentine*
**wY+zH=29**
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[01 Sep 2004|10:00am] |
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[Shane:]
Yeah, ooooh...
We started as friends
But something happened inside me
Now I'm reading into everything
But there's no sign you hear the lightning, baby
You don't ever notice me turning on my charm
Or wonder why I'm always where you are
[Shane (Westlife):]
I've made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
(I've crushed on you so long, but on and on you get me wrong)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song
[Bryan (Westlife):]
I've heard you talk about
(Heard you talk about)
How you want someone just like me (Bryan echo: just like me)
But everytime I ask you out
(Time I ask you out)
We never move pass friendly, no no
And you don't ever notice how I stare when we're alone
Or wonder why I keep you on the phone
[Shane (Westlife):]
I've made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
(I've crushed on you so long but on and on you get me wrong)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song
Yeah...
[Mark:]
You are my very first thought in the morning
[Shane:]
And my last at nightfall
[Mark:]
You are the love that came without warning
[Mark & Shane:]
I need you, I want you to know
[Shane (Westlife):]
I've made it obvious
So finally I'll sing it
(I've crushed on you so long)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song
[Westlife:]
And sing it until the day you're holding me
I've wanted you so long but on and on you get me wrong
I more then adore you but since you never seem to see
[Shane:]
But you never seem to see
I'll say it in this love song
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